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anyway. yeah, tzaraunderbara

is proud of me =************)

TZARA JAG ÄLSKAR KÄRLEKEN TILL DIG.

även om det inte är mycket........

i yelled her out once when i was at devart.

so 2004-2005. she and fredrik still

parasited on currecarre then.

i said HAR DU NÅGONSIN SKAPAT NÅGOT VACKERT.

fast forward when i started smoking (yet again)

ja, hon skapade nåt vackert,

hon skapade mig <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i made her cry then even.

her head was down and head all red.

i realized she has never yelled me out.

never really treated me badly.

yes she wanted bad stuff to happen to me.

but im not bitter.

i hugged her once near curres end.

she was like sitting down

so it was a neck hug.

but still something.....

and she came in 2015

i figured she would mean

but she held my hand

and stroked the overside of it

anyway. im crying too much so it gets hard to read.

change dip. oh. lost flow.

about before curre died.

some year. yeah. miss mom 60s birthday. 70s? no.

she says PROBABLY THE BEST BEER IN THE WORLD.

she could make anyone fall for that.

i didnt care.

"....som.....reklamen......säger"

she fucked up.

then at kantorn. i bought 10 beers.

yeah. a book of changes.

drank 2½ at night.

in my loneliness.

in autumn.

"some drink to remember

some drink to forget"

im neither.

i connected to her

spiritually the first time

she said

JAG TAR BORT DIG

norjane did the same,

before metamorphosis.

the worst shittalker at the last place

when i had loads of war veteran despair

some changes in the matrix, like

"jag tar bort dig sara =)"

yes, i can love several

not have sex with them

(im not that simpleminded)

just connect

i realized im a spiritual medium

a week or two ago

anyway, dunno whats happening to her

as i write this

shes on mars

all through the universe.

im a grandad.

but shes shuddha prajnyana

and like everything

i remember bragging about her

last i heard she was a konservator

but shes on fucking mars

and shes fucking proud of me

miss mom is too

anyway, shuld do some truther things

repeating the same fucking things

over and over again to numbskulls

.....sigh.

yes you dont get cancer from

electronics, you have to combine

it with alcohol and FUCKING UP

A HUGE FUCKING AMOUNT

she still looks as good as me

shes not a sinner.

SHES FUCKING IMMACULATE.

and shes my sister.

my mother.

my everything.

she custom made my

whole fucking world.

right. poem. connect moment.

DU SKRATTAR INTE ÅT MINA SKÄMT

JAG SKRATTAR INTE ÅT DINA

"den var bra" @ mr poetry site

so worried that when earth gets nuked

mr poetry site would be gone as well

and dreamwidth will go down max date

2037. bella said even miss poetry

will go down in the future.

well. lots of sites. allpoetry etc.

and agenda2030? dunno......

baba yaga said its the end of

the world next year. but. i dunno.

miss mom said something real wise

at kantorn. dont remember the words.

its like that song. stairway to heaven?

something 70s. "its still time to

change the road youre on".

there was this driving simulator.

if you held shift you only went like

1kmh. i liked that. slowness. calm.

what julias and bellas angel numbers

said i am. dunno if i posted it.

The angel number 3 is a number of true potential and harmony. Known as the master builder, this dream digit can show up on your radar when your guardian angels want you to connect with your inner growth and internal wisdom and manifest the life you want to live.

Seeing the angel number 12 can be a sign from your guardian angels that a cycle has been completed and a new phase is about to begin. It can also be a number of encouragement - letting you know that a positive approach to life right now will guide you to where you need to be.

"jag är trött / supa / himlen du" - tzara.

"life goes on, but not the same, into your eyes, my face / remains" - madonna

älskar dig sara maria magdalena johansson-l'estrade

so i had forgotten i mixed in swedish here.

"och du har städat bort din dumma dialekt"

anyway. yeppers. to do. other stuff.

i am cyberpunk.

om du hade någon idé om hur mycket

jag älskar dig, du är allt, du är salt
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