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Nov. 25th, 2024 08:16 amcrossposted to
tzaraunderbara &
vaa
anyway. yeah, tzaraunderbara
is proud of me =************)
TZARA JAG ÄLSKAR KÄRLEKEN TILL DIG.
även om det inte är mycket........
i yelled her out once when i was at devart.
so 2004-2005. she and fredrik still
parasited on currecarre then.
i said HAR DU NÅGONSIN SKAPAT NÅGOT VACKERT.
fast forward when i started smoking (yet again)
ja, hon skapade nåt vackert,
hon skapade mig <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
i made her cry then even.
her head was down and head all red.
i realized she has never yelled me out.
never really treated me badly.
yes she wanted bad stuff to happen to me.
but im not bitter.
i hugged her once near curres end.
she was like sitting down
so it was a neck hug.
but still something.....
and she came in 2015
i figured she would mean
but she held my hand
and stroked the overside of it
anyway. im crying too much so it gets hard to read.
change dip. oh. lost flow.
about before curre died.
some year. yeah. miss mom 60s birthday. 70s? no.
she says PROBABLY THE BEST BEER IN THE WORLD.
she could make anyone fall for that.
i didnt care.
"....som.....reklamen......säger"
she fucked up.
then at kantorn. i bought 10 beers.
yeah. a book of changes.
drank 2½ at night.
in my loneliness.
in autumn.
"some drink to remember
some drink to forget"
im neither.
i connected to her
spiritually the first time
she said
JAG TAR BORT DIG
norjane did the same,
before metamorphosis.
the worst shittalker at the last place
when i had loads of war veteran despair
some changes in the matrix, like
"jag tar bort dig sara =)"
yes, i can love several
not have sex with them
(im not that simpleminded)
just connect
i realized im a spiritual medium
a week or two ago
anyway, dunno whats happening to her
as i write this
shes on mars
all through the universe.
im a grandad.
but shes shuddha prajnyana
and like everything
i remember bragging about her
last i heard she was a konservator
but shes on fucking mars
and shes fucking proud of me
miss mom is too
anyway, shuld do some truther things
repeating the same fucking things
over and over again to numbskulls
.....sigh.
yes you dont get cancer from
electronics, you have to combine
it with alcohol and FUCKING UP
A HUGE FUCKING AMOUNT
she still looks as good as me
shes not a sinner.
SHES FUCKING IMMACULATE.
and shes my sister.
my mother.
my everything.
she custom made my
whole fucking world.
right. poem. connect moment.
DU SKRATTAR INTE ÅT MINA SKÄMT
JAG SKRATTAR INTE ÅT DINA
"den var bra" @ mr poetry site
so worried that when earth gets nuked
mr poetry site would be gone as well
and dreamwidth will go down max date
2037. bella said even miss poetry
will go down in the future.
well. lots of sites. allpoetry etc.
and agenda2030? dunno......
baba yaga said its the end of
the world next year. but. i dunno.
miss mom said something real wise
at kantorn. dont remember the words.
its like that song. stairway to heaven?
something 70s. "its still time to
change the road youre on".
there was this driving simulator.
if you held shift you only went like
1kmh. i liked that. slowness. calm.
what julias and bellas angel numbers
said i am. dunno if i posted it.
The angel number 3 is a number of true potential and harmony. Known as the master builder, this dream digit can show up on your radar when your guardian angels want you to connect with your inner growth and internal wisdom and manifest the life you want to live.
Seeing the angel number 12 can be a sign from your guardian angels that a cycle has been completed and a new phase is about to begin. It can also be a number of encouragement - letting you know that a positive approach to life right now will guide you to where you need to be.
"jag är trött / supa / himlen du" - tzara.
"life goes on, but not the same, into your eyes, my face / remains" - madonna
älskar dig sara maria magdalena johansson-l'estrade
so i had forgotten i mixed in swedish here.
"och du har städat bort din dumma dialekt"
anyway. yeppers. to do. other stuff.
i am cyberpunk.
om du hade någon idé om hur mycket
jag älskar dig, du är allt, du är salt
anyway. yeah, tzaraunderbara
is proud of me =************)
TZARA JAG ÄLSKAR KÄRLEKEN TILL DIG.
även om det inte är mycket........
i yelled her out once when i was at devart.
so 2004-2005. she and fredrik still
parasited on currecarre then.
i said HAR DU NÅGONSIN SKAPAT NÅGOT VACKERT.
fast forward when i started smoking (yet again)
ja, hon skapade nåt vackert,
hon skapade mig <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
i made her cry then even.
her head was down and head all red.
i realized she has never yelled me out.
never really treated me badly.
yes she wanted bad stuff to happen to me.
but im not bitter.
i hugged her once near curres end.
she was like sitting down
so it was a neck hug.
but still something.....
and she came in 2015
i figured she would mean
but she held my hand
and stroked the overside of it
anyway. im crying too much so it gets hard to read.
change dip. oh. lost flow.
about before curre died.
some year. yeah. miss mom 60s birthday. 70s? no.
she says PROBABLY THE BEST BEER IN THE WORLD.
she could make anyone fall for that.
i didnt care.
"....som.....reklamen......säger"
she fucked up.
then at kantorn. i bought 10 beers.
yeah. a book of changes.
drank 2½ at night.
in my loneliness.
in autumn.
"some drink to remember
some drink to forget"
im neither.
i connected to her
spiritually the first time
she said
JAG TAR BORT DIG
norjane did the same,
before metamorphosis.
the worst shittalker at the last place
when i had loads of war veteran despair
some changes in the matrix, like
"jag tar bort dig sara =)"
yes, i can love several
not have sex with them
(im not that simpleminded)
just connect
i realized im a spiritual medium
a week or two ago
anyway, dunno whats happening to her
as i write this
shes on mars
all through the universe.
im a grandad.
but shes shuddha prajnyana
and like everything
i remember bragging about her
last i heard she was a konservator
but shes on fucking mars
and shes fucking proud of me
miss mom is too
anyway, shuld do some truther things
repeating the same fucking things
over and over again to numbskulls
.....sigh.
yes you dont get cancer from
electronics, you have to combine
it with alcohol and FUCKING UP
A HUGE FUCKING AMOUNT
she still looks as good as me
shes not a sinner.
SHES FUCKING IMMACULATE.
and shes my sister.
my mother.
my everything.
she custom made my
whole fucking world.
right. poem. connect moment.
DU SKRATTAR INTE ÅT MINA SKÄMT
JAG SKRATTAR INTE ÅT DINA
"den var bra" @ mr poetry site
so worried that when earth gets nuked
mr poetry site would be gone as well
and dreamwidth will go down max date
2037. bella said even miss poetry
will go down in the future.
well. lots of sites. allpoetry etc.
and agenda2030? dunno......
baba yaga said its the end of
the world next year. but. i dunno.
miss mom said something real wise
at kantorn. dont remember the words.
its like that song. stairway to heaven?
something 70s. "its still time to
change the road youre on".
there was this driving simulator.
if you held shift you only went like
1kmh. i liked that. slowness. calm.
what julias and bellas angel numbers
said i am. dunno if i posted it.
The angel number 3 is a number of true potential and harmony. Known as the master builder, this dream digit can show up on your radar when your guardian angels want you to connect with your inner growth and internal wisdom and manifest the life you want to live.
Seeing the angel number 12 can be a sign from your guardian angels that a cycle has been completed and a new phase is about to begin. It can also be a number of encouragement - letting you know that a positive approach to life right now will guide you to where you need to be.
"jag är trött / supa / himlen du" - tzara.
"life goes on, but not the same, into your eyes, my face / remains" - madonna
älskar dig sara maria magdalena johansson-l'estrade
so i had forgotten i mixed in swedish here.
"och du har städat bort din dumma dialekt"
anyway. yeppers. to do. other stuff.
i am cyberpunk.
om du hade någon idé om hur mycket
jag älskar dig, du är allt, du är salt